My therapist says I should write more so here I am!

Personal Stuff

Lifes been rough the past few months. I really enjoy living with my friend but the situation is really not ideal. Being housing insecure is literally the worst thing ever atm. I've been spending a comical amount of time sitting on curbs and in Barnes and Nobel just doing absolutley nothing. It sucks, but theres no where to go. It definetly fuels this circle of depression weve both found ourselves in. We are making progress though. Since my last post, I got profesionally diagnosed with PTSD, Bipolar, autism, and ARFID and have been medicated for them now. I'm actually on anti psychotics since my PTSD mixes very poorly with the bipolar and causes hallucinations and voices. Little funny thing about that is that I spend so much time playing FNAF that my psychotic hallucinations and beliefs ended up influncing it in some funny ways. My Fredbear plush literally became sentiant and started talking to me for example lol.

Besides all that, I got yet another EP that I released, this one is called Dittophobia. It's a little concept EP following the story of some dog guy as she goes through a psychotic episode and it ends with her getting medicated. I'm pretty happy with the album, I'll probably write a more indepth thing on here about it eventually but for now that's all I'll write. Here's a link if you want to check it out. It's lofi, pretty shoegazey, outsider music.

And if you want to just listen to one track while you scroll, here's one called Long Dog. It was written about a hallucination I saw while manic that brought me a lot of joy, it was produced by my friend Marshall!!!

What else and whats next for this site?

Outside of the album, I don't really have anything intresting to report on. I suppose I want to do more with this site. It has quite a few issues, namely the fact that I go by DogOnVenus now but changing this site seems sac religious to me so I think I won't change that aspect. Besides that, I'm probably gonna overhaul the daily cool shit page that I've never used once for an art page. I've been drawing a lot more and want a place to put it, so that should be nice! On top of that, I need to add my new releases to the tapes n stuff page, as well as kinda overhaul that sense I can't make tapes atm. I also kinda want to have a page where all my songs are uploaded and where I'm comfortable uploading tracks that I wouldn't put on my bandcamp. Who knows how motivated I'll be to do all this stuff but I'll get around to it eventually. I will also be writing more about my thoughts on random topics here, been awhile since I've done that.

Well another post has been completed, see you all next time!